It is Sunday 24th January ’21 and I have just finished a course of sessions with a very clever mentor (1). I am, I believe, finally free of that part of me that seemed stuck in my past.   Imagine, if you will, trying to leave a room but not being able to get a step or 2 beyond the threshold and if you use all your strength you can keep your footing and look around, perhaps you can see the garden outside with a gate at the far end leading to a wide open field and the horizon beyond and just as the thought ‘oooh, what’s out…